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Just now I had a sudden “attack”. Feeling super vexed and stressed.
Don’t know what to do, how to do. Just blank..
Then had a stupid tiff with my sister. Moreover, my dad just returned from his korea trip.
So it just made me feel very lousy. I felt bad for having a tiff with my sister as my dad just got home and he have to hear all these instead of having a nice family time. At the same time, I just need some personal space to do my work. I need to do my work. I need to get it done.

With all these, I just cannot take it. So i went downstairs for some quiet time.
Just need some fresh air. Need personal space. I just need God. A secret place, a quiet time w God.
I really thank God for a nice and comfortable neighbourhood. Somehow, it became my secret place w God.
Whenever I’m down,  I feel very vexed, I feel like crying…I will go downstairs immediately.
Especially midnight. Its like..everything just revolves around me and God.
I’ll just look up the sky, talk to God..play some worship and just pray and dwell in His presence.
It always work for me. I always feel extremely good after that.
And so, I did the same just now. Just a short while…but the presence of God was really tangible.
Really love it. (:
“In e midst of your lowest point, God is gonna bring you HIGHER than ever. Even as your problems get bigger, your God will also be BIGGER THAN EVER! God is HERE, NOW. Right HERE.”
I felt SUPER encouraged after receiving this from God. Thank God. (:

After I went back home, suddenly I just felt peace at home.
My family were looking through the clothes my dad bought from Korea.
I gotta say, my dad have never really bought any “suitable” stuffs for us before.
This time round, improved. haha.
He actually shop by looking at the mannequins. When he saw one set that he thinks its nice, he take photo of it and bought whatever its put on the mannequin. He took photo so that we will know how to match those clothings. haha.
Anyhow, its winter time in Korea. SO, all the clothings were THICK. as in really THICK la.
So yea…

Alright, alot of time have been wasted.
I’m gonna start my midnight battle NOW!

Everything just dawned on me that our life is like a boxing match.
You have to be very focus as you fight.
Once you are distracted, your opponent hits you.
In a fight, you may not know what is your next move? or what is your opponent next move?
What can you do to win him? How to block his attack?
Its just like in life…sometimes you just feel lost and do not know whats next for you in life..
What is your next step? your new direction in life? What will your future be? What do u have to do to get there?
You just do not know.
Then at times, you will feel very down and tired. Or even hurt.
Thats when you received a huge blow and you were there lying flat on the ground..

I just felt God telling me..
Get up, get up, get up.
You may not know how much longer can you endure, you may not know how to win the guy..
BUT as long as you do not give up and just GET UP..you definitely WILL NOT LOSE.
Then you start to think..but what if im really tired..
God says, just keep fighting. You may be hurt with bruises all over, but God will never allow you to be near death.
He will throw in the white towel and save you from death. And then, build you up stronger for another fight.
Just GET UP.
Spiritually down? GET UP! Emotionally down? GET UP! Physically drained? GET BACK UP!
Don’t just let the counting continue..don’t let the match be over until you’ve attained victory.
It is possible. No matter what happens, God is with you, there is NO NEED TO FEAR AT ALL.

This season, EXTREMELY TIRING. I’m close to exhaustion mentally, physically.
Never so chui and tired before. DUE TO SCHOOL WORK.
Tired? GET UP! Giving up? GET BACK UP!
No matter how tired I am, I’m gonna still give my best to every work. Spirit of excellence!
I can get through this! in God!
I gotta say, i am SO blessed by Ian’s message on the vine and branches today.
I am just the branch. I am NOTHING without God. ThankYou Lord. (:

Joshua Simon’s cover on Sun’s Fancy Free, Cause A Ruckus and Chinawine.
This is what he wrote on his youtube channel:

“This goes out to her fans. I don’t think I’m the only one in love with her work and bedazzled by her potential in the industry. I’ve said this before, I’ll say it again, this woman’s a force to be reckoned with. Cannot stop replaying her work on www.mynameissun.com and I think you’ll get the symptoms too if you go there. Haha, Ya’ll know I’m not paid to say this. Hopefully Lady Sun catches this herself… =) That would be pretty intense ay? God Bless. Josh”

Well, Sun did watch his video! She did a shoutout to him too.

Anw, I just received my best friend’s postcard from Hongkong!
Thanks del! I absolutely love the card!!!
Can’t wait for you to return back to spore!
Lets go for a food feast! haha. Local delights!
I miss you sososo much!!

All the set ups are really nice!

Even the brochure for open house is designed in a Boarding Pass manner.
Very nice! I took one. aha.
I gotta say that its quite tiring. Stand whole day, talk whole day, talk same stuffs over and over again.
But it feels good meeting new faces. Met a group of springfielders too! My brother’s friends. hahaha.

This is the entrance of BA open house! Those in white are the “air stewards/stewardess”.

This is Diploma in Business Studies booth! The DFS. ahaha. Quite cool, with all the boards and all that.
Anw, the backdrop is actually like the branded perfumes, chocolates etc. Very DFS.

Here’s a shot of Dip in BIT (top) and BFS (bottom). Every booth will have games. Some are really interesting.
I only took these because we shared the same room. No time to go to the rest of the rooms.

Look at the amazing crowd!! NP is the top choice poly of 2009. SO is Diploma in Business Studies, top choice of 2009!
Proud of it! Absolutely NgeeAnn!

So yea, thats about all. Overall, I’m glad I still get to do these even if its my last year already.
Less than 2 months, I’ll finish my final semester. In May, graduation day.
Can’t wait. VERY excited!

To end: NP rocks! Sch of BA rocks!

Thank God for great favor.
Thank God for good results. (It can only be by grace through faith!)
I really believe 2010 is going to be the most exciting year for me! Best yet!

However, there are issues that I have to deal with first.
It’s not whether I want to or not, but I have to. I MUST deal with it.
I pray hard that it can be done and it will be done.
No matter how tough it may be, I MUST AND WILL get through it.
Not by might, not by power, but by the spirit of God.
He who’s in me is greater than he who’s in the world.
I’m not gonna let circumstances or obstacles stop me from my growth in God.
2010 will be a conquering year for me. (:

Here is an update on my birthday:

I wanna thank everyone who wished me. Through sms, facebook, msn or face-to-face!
I specially wanna thank Yongquan and huishan. haha.
They CALLED me at 12am to wish me happy birthday. I gotta say that im very shocked.
But it made me very happy. haha. Usually, only weiting does that! haha.
Thanks man..you two made my first hour of 28th dec really happy. hehe.
Alot of people wished me on facebook. Some, I don’t even know who are they. hahaha.
Thanks alot still!

This year my idea was just to have a very simple dinner with the closer ones.
Its not about how the celebration goes or so. But for me, its really about the quality of the company.
So, I gave them a treat at Astons Cathay. I like the outdoor dinning. Thank God for good weather!

My dearest two “GLAM” side

EUNICE NG

SIA HUI SHAN

Anw, here’s my best birthday gift, my favorite too! (For past 19years)


Absolutely love it! VERY THANKFUL TO YOU!
A card came with it too. To me, its the most loving card I’ve ever received. Every single word means a whole lot to me.
LOVES!

Birthday aside..ITS E500 THANKSGIVING 2009!

The BEAUTIFUL and CREATIVE awards our dear leader made for us. MARVEL HEROES Theme!

The HEROES!

Not forgetting the ultimate man of E500, TAN GUAN ZHENG aka THE INCREDIBLE HULK!

Here’s our SEAFOOD FEAST!

The people of E500!

After that we had some great time playing around with some props..
We looked like we were from some circus..

Here’s a short video on our gig.

Watch weiting and eunice very closely. HAHAHAHAH!
Well, we did an appreciation video for Weiting too. Will upload that another day. TOO BIG.

Finally done with all the uploading and updates…
Back to reality, real work.
I hate the month of January!! Feb too!

I gotta say, I really love Christmas.
A time of giving. It just feels sooo good to give those presents away.
Seeing the smiles and delight on their faces., feels really awesome!
Just want to thank everyone who has given me presents or cards!!!
Appreciate it very much!!!
Quite a few surprises this year. Like Reeve and Jiayi!
Extremely shocked! But VERY thankful.

Anw, celebrating Christmas here in Singapore..
I will NEVER forget my dearest Delphine who’s still in Hongkong!
So, Gideon and I made a video specially for Del. A Christmas gift from us to you!

Hope you gonna like it del!!
Totally out of my comfort zone, but I enjoyed this video!
Its also the kind of video I’ve always wanted to make.
Love you del, Be strong!!