I gotta say that this season of my life..there are alot of ups and downs.
In terms of emotions.
The stress is killing me. Leaving me on the brink of going bonkers.
Facebook, msn, twitter..
You see everyone’s status scolding lecturers, swearing about school work, stressing projects and exams..
Somehow, it just adds on. These are all like reminders telling you: “HEY, you’ve got work to do man! Be stress!” -.-
Just now I had a sudden “attack”. Feeling super vexed and stressed.
Don’t know what to do, how to do. Just blank..
Then had a stupid tiff with my sister. Moreover, my dad just returned from his korea trip.
So it just made me feel very lousy. I felt bad for having a tiff with my sister as my dad just got home and he have to hear all these instead of having a nice family time. At the same time, I just need some personal space to do my work. I need to do my work. I need to get it done.
With all these, I just cannot take it. So i went downstairs for some quiet time.
Just need some fresh air. Need personal space. I just need God. A secret place, a quiet time w God.
I really thank God for a nice and comfortable neighbourhood. Somehow, it became my secret place w God.
Whenever I’m down, I feel very vexed, I feel like crying…I will go downstairs immediately.
Especially midnight. Its like..everything just revolves around me and God.
I’ll just look up the sky, talk to God..play some worship and just pray and dwell in His presence.
It always work for me. I always feel extremely good after that.
And so, I did the same just now. Just a short while…but the presence of God was really tangible.
Really love it. (:
“In e midst of your lowest point, God is gonna bring you HIGHER than ever. Even as your problems get bigger, your God will also be BIGGER THAN EVER! God is HERE, NOW. Right HERE.”
I felt SUPER encouraged after receiving this from God. Thank God. (:
After I went back home, suddenly I just felt peace at home.
My family were looking through the clothes my dad bought from Korea.
I gotta say, my dad have never really bought any “suitable” stuffs for us before.
This time round, improved. haha.
He actually shop by looking at the mannequins. When he saw one set that he thinks its nice, he take photo of it and bought whatever its put on the mannequin. He took photo so that we will know how to match those clothings. haha.
Anyhow, its winter time in Korea. SO, all the clothings were THICK. as in really THICK la.
So yea…
Alright, alot of time have been wasted.
I’m gonna start my midnight battle NOW! 
